"My Love,
A clock strikes sleep as I lay in bed awake and restless, again. Glimpsed
fragments of you pass, racing my mind. My heart fluttering, I'm losing
my breath like I once lost you, but just like loving you, breathing is a
reflex and I'll remember how. Thoughtlessly. Necessarily. Oh, how there's
everything to tell but no words worthy of whispering in your ear! Though
some may call this a cowardly act, I dare, choosing erasure over language.
I'll obliterate everything that stands in for me, everything that is assumed
to be, hoisting the anchor that keeps me separate from you, allowing me
to immerse freely in the gentle sea of your love. This Will to Power as
Disappearance: an electric charge, intense and wordless, meant only to
re-unite you and me in another dimension, for if I were to kiss you here
in this paradise-of-waste, they'd call it an act of treason. Tried, convicted
and hung by a jury not of peers but of ironic creepy crawlers; death is a
simple consequence easy to bear though worthless in the end, as we will
find each other again in all that remains. And when we do, we'll embrace
each other like we used to, yet closer than ever before. We'll point our ray
guns down to the skies, eradicating this so-called paradise and when it's
all over, we'll do it again.
With complete sincerity and longing for you,
The only one that can love you"
aaron